I legitimately feel bad for wanting to date someone I find aesthetically attractive. I feel bad for wanting to date someone I have something in common with. I feel bad for wanting to date someone who can actually hold a conversation with me that’s not explaining to me something that I already know.
I feel bad for not settling for a guy that just likes how I look and that’s the main reason he’s talking to me. Because I’m disabled because I’m a virgin and because I’m young but I’ve tried someone before and it literally made me so depressed. However I can’t get over the guilt of that I should and be happy that anyone wants me