This is just a rant I guess. With makeup, I’m pretty in my opinion. I don’t wear a lot either, just some lashes, concealer & blush. People have said I look attractive and I appreciate it.
But without it I genuinely look so ugly. It terrifies me for my future partner to ever see me like this.
I recently lost all my hair which makes it even harder I guess.
I feel like such a catfish in my own skin, I’m currently seeing someone and want to end it because I just feel so fake.
I’ve been researching ways to enhance my looks, maybe a new face piercing, lip filler, cheek filler, but I doubt it’ll make any difference.
That’s it I guess. I’m just ugly, and it hurts to accept but I guess it’s a step forward.
Thank you if you read this far.