I’m so tired of existing in this world as a woman.
I’ve gone to great lengths previously to remove myself from traditional femininity and to not be attractive in the eyes of men. My entire life even since childhood men have sexualized me, harassed me, and traumatized me in several capacities.
I feel like I’m going fucking insane. It makes me want to take myself out of this world. If I ever did, men would be the reason. It’s so exhausting and re-traumatizing being alive in this world. All I feel is rage and hatred and even the “good” ones don’t understand and never will because it is not their lived experience.
I’m more than tired, I’m more than exhausted, I’m more than fed up, and any other variation you can think of, none of them express enough how over everything I am when it comes to this.