I’ll never be “beautiful” or one of the prettiest girls and it seriously bugs me

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I just want to be cool, and pretty, but im neither. My face and body type are pretty weird, and im just kinda awkward. Left and right i see influencers and characters who are obviously flawless. i feel so unseen. i feel like no one on earth will ever think im cool or beautiful.

and im posting it here because i seriously think this is an issue unique to us. it’s not so prevalent that guys on the whole* feel this way (i am aware many *individuals feel this too, though). But i feel like it’s sort of expected that women feel this way. We just always feel lesser-than until we either become part of the beautiful elite, or we die without anyone really treasuring us. Idk.

edits* for clarification