Emotional thirst?

emotional-thirst?

I am not quite sure whether this is the good place to ask a question like this. As a male in his twenties who haven’t had a good childhood life, and who has depression, I feel excessively thirsty for emotions. Let me tell you my ideal scenario if I get married. I wish I could have a wife that is so sympathetic and that takes good care of me and cares about my emotions.

I will over-love her. I may spend hours and hours grasping her hands or hugging her and smelling her with continuous kissing. This is what my psychology tells me to do. I feel thirst for love and sympathy. Do women find such behavior annoying/bad during intimate hours?