I don’t know if it’s from the childhood I had or if it’s just the experience of growing up as a woman that makes me feel this way. I’m a passionate young woman but i’m so upset that i’m a woman. Not only am I a woman but i’m a small one. My body isn’t the problem, it’s the way people see and have treated me because of my body throughout my life that is the issue. I think about it more since the rise of male supremest ideology, recentish politics, and declining birth rates. I feel trapped, going through the motions, just anxious about the future.
how do you cope if you feel this way? i have a lot trauma that is inseparable from growing up in the female body and being a girl/woman so that could be a big part but i feel like this frustration and anxiety isn’t uncommon. how do you guys feel?
sorry about my formatting/grammar, i’m bad at writing and i’m on mobile:’)
edit: after rereading, i realized i struggle talking about the actual frustration that i want to talk about. i was raised not to talk about a lot so this all comes off weird. it’s like wanting to scream but your body won’t do it.