Can anyone relate to their top body half and bottom body half feeling like two different bodies?

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(Posting here since it doesn’t allow me to post in body image or any related threads?)

I’ve always obsessed over my lower body namely my thighs being disproportionally huge compared to the rest of my body. I would stand in front of the mirror and cover up one half with my hand and imaginatively draw in my mind what the other half could look like. Now I don’t know if this is real, if I’m gaining weight in reality or what, but I feel like my bottom half is getting to be size L in most sizes while my top is a S – XS. I have a small chest and wide shoulders.

Feeling pretty weird about my body symmetry most of my life but now it’s even worse that my legs and butt seem to be getting massive yet everything else I staying the same

Hoping others can relate