If you’re being kissed by someone you’re not into, it could be one of the most disgusting and vile acts you’ve been a part of. Whereas if you’re being kissed by someone you love alot, and are totally into, let’s just say you’ll pine for even small small pecks, let alone full fledged kisses. And you’d want to kiss him/her until you run out of breath.
From the looks of it, this guy coerced you into kissing him. Don’t let yourself be emotionally manipulated and try not to feel pressured. Try to be firm with your No’s the next time. Tell them clearly, “I don’t want to kiss you today.” That’s the best sentence you can use. If this is followed by a why, just say “Because i don’t want to. That should be more than enough.” I know sometimes if you have a people pleasing nature, saying No can be quite tough. But only you can protect yourself. Remember that 🙂