What’s the most f*cked up sh*t you’ve done but haven’t told anyone?

My girlfriend’s roommate has these black pants that are tight and they turn me on. One day, when she left the apartment, I went to her roommates room and went through her laundry until I found the pants. I put them to my face and grabbed them. Same with her bra

This was a rock bottom turning point in my life and I’m finally getting counseling. I don’t think I could ever tell her. Every time I walk past her room my body gets goosebumps and I’m afraid I’m gonna do it again