I don’t have the catatonic subtype, but I believe a few others do. I’ve had many episodes where I completely lose touch with reality and spend the entire time curled up somewhere practically blacked out. It can sometimes last several hours. Just lost in an indescribable world that is black and numb, with my thoughts wildly incoherent yet somehow organized. It’s not the sensation of being psychotic, but rather of being nothing at breakneck speed. I’m not sure if that’s what truly catatonic people are like, but having been lost for hours at a time, I feel like that’s just a taste of what people who go to that place for days go through…