Need support. Just read the horrific story of Natascha Kampusch and the things her kidnapper did to her. How do you read something horrific like that and still look at men the same way :(?

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TRIGGER WARNING // SX ABUSE

Natascha Kampusch, an amazing person who deserves all the love and support in the world. But it’s so disgusting what happened to this poor woman. I hope that she is still able to find love. I just love her so much and just feel like crying thinking about her.

The man….was so sick. I made the mistake of reading his name and looking at his picture. I just feel sick thinking of him and what he used to do. He was some psychopathic incel who couldn’t function properly. When I was reading I read about how he would mangle his body to hers to calm him down. She was a child. Sick. Just sick. I just feel so terrible for Natascha and just want her to feel supported and loved.

This story is stuck in my head. Everytime I sit on a train and make eye contact with a man I think of her kidnapper and what he did and I feel sick and feel like puking inside. I know this isn’t right, I know all men aren’t as sick as he was. But I can’t help these feelings I have right now.

That’s really bothering me and the way the press treated Natascha is. I just want her to feel loved and supported by all other humans.

Any advice? 🙁