I was okay for a few days, but now I miss this online person I used to chat and occasionally sext with for the past one month. It’s the first time some guy has ever shown me attention without knowing my identity or seen my face -he may not have irl but doesn’t matter…the chemistry, for me, was amazing and I loved how charming and intelligent he was. I want to forget him as a good memory but I can’t seem to do so. It had ended abruptly with him being angry with me over some difference of opinion. I miss him as an online companion a lot. Though I’m nothing to him.i really miss him. :((( I need to forget him, but it’s tough for a first timer with mighty flight of ideas…. I just want it to fade. My self esteem is stopping me- it seeks a filling up of that vacuum since I’m a failure in life. This was temporary. I miss him 🙁 but I need to face real life head on and make something of myself. It’s not too late. I’ll get off reddit today, hopefully succefully this time 🙁
How do people even have more than one partner in a lifetime? Not judging at all, but Isn’t it so tough to give yourself to someone and then feel hollow when they aren’t there in your life.How are you able to do it all over again?
Any guys, please don’t DM me with any other intent , I will block you.This is a safe place to rant,not exchange DMs.