Honestly, how do previous (those who no longer support him) Trump supporters feel about Trump today/now?

I wasn’t a huge supporter but I would have voted for him (if I was American). I would say I was ashamed at a lot of what he said when he was in office but after he left office I realized more that it was the media who really manipulated a lot of what he did. But really his actions when his supporters rushed the capital building made me no longer support him. Basically just made me mistrust the media and realize that politics will always separate us and the separation is increasing exponentially