He told me he’d forgive me if I slept with him and now I feel stupid and empty

the other day, the guy I was seeing was really angry at me and after a while of yelling, he told me he would forgive me if i had sex with him. i asked him before if he was sure that he wouldn’t be angry anymore afterwards and he promised. so many times during i asked him if he really was going to forgive me and he said yes. the next morning, i left his place and he called me and insulted me and ended things. i really thought he was going to forgive me if i slept with him but now i just feel stupid for thinking that. he just wanted to sleep with me one last time. i don’t even want to try to find another guy. i don’t want to have sex ever again. i don’t want to be touched ever again. i feel used